Sunlight, Oh Sunlight
Bring me the love i’ll need to guide me
Shining deep inside of me
Sunlight, Oh Sunlight
Show me the way
And after all…
I used to be someone who didn’t care at all if I had to go out or eat alone. It was never a big deal for me. That was before I met the man who made me brave to fall in love again. And like any other relationship, we went through ups and downs but sadly, we weren’t able to go through its downside together. :(
Today I tried to face reality. I went out and ate alone. Not that i enjoyed it but somehow, it made me realize that I am stronger than who I used to be, though it made me miss him sooooooo much. Funny part was I bought this book (The Wedding) not knowing that the main character is actually a man, who is a lawyer, who is too busy with work, who loves his wife a lot but…I stopped reading. Then while eating, a little boy was playing the piano, his music almost made me cry - Canon in D (I’ve always wanted that to be played on my own wedding) :’)
And at the end of the day, one thing remains the same…I am always asked if I still love him…and everytime I ask myself the same question, I give the same answer - Yes, I do (despite all that).
“The most amazing things in life tend to happen right at the moment you’re about to give up hope.” ♥
If I keep on talking now, I’ll only start repeating myself..And all I can say is…………
happy valentine’s!
i wish everyone (including me) the kind of love that will make every single tear worth it… :’) if you already have that - cherish it, fight for it and never let it go (lucky you!!) :) but if not (yet), then don’t be sad ‘coz someday you will :)
35 days
and i still cry whenever i think about everything that happened..i know i’m strong, i’m stronger than the person i used to be.
and someday, everything will make sense..i just have to believe..to trust God that it will be ok after all ‘coz He’s with me in going through all these.
my second life ♥
01/31/12
4:47pm
That moment when I felt my bag got heavier and the next thing I know I was lying on the ground face first, I looked up and saw the bad guys on the other end of the street, the old man near the area was just looking at me, I stood up & I started to cry, then I went home.
Knowing that I could’ve been killed yesterday if I was really unfortunate made me realize that this life is too precious to be wasted. Don’t waste time waiting for things to happen, coz really you’ll never know if you’d still have tomorrow to make things right. Smile when you’re happy, laugh like there’s no tomorrow, love ‘til it hurts no more, cry if you can’t take it anymore and never ever for a second think that you are doomed to fail. Spend your time wisely. Be with the people you love. You have every minute, every chance to take that step to become better. You make things happen. You are loved. And don’t be selfish on giving that love back. You are God’s most important gift. Give your best shot in everything you do. Don’t be afraid, God won’t let you do it alone. And most of all, appreciate every little thing you have. Don’t complain, just be thankful. :’) 
whatever you’re going through, hold on, be patient…it will pass.
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